Being hopeless in general

What makes you figure out that you are hopeless in general
Something like this When I
worry and wake up hating to wake up on such a pleasant cool morning and go to office
worry about the work to be done
worry about all stuff at office
worry about not having enough money
worry about how to invest money and [...]

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Coincidental reminders

Read through the lovely poem below by Elizabeth browning and then i suddenly remembered one of my favorite song by Jagjit Singh – “Pyaar mujhse kiya tumne to kiya paaogi” from the movie Saath Saath.
(Its the only cassette which i needed to buy a second time as it was overused before the free mp3 days. [...]

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More thoughts ……

I’ve been thinking ive such smart and sweet friends always
that guys at the other end sort of hate me so  much for
being like kabab me haddi.(This seems to be  something permanent since school)
They have to be polite to me just cause i’m kind of a permanent fixture with my friends.
I noticed this today again when [...]

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Thoughts on just a day

Some people or rather a whole set of people(not talking of strangers a territory i’m off mostly and  is a different thing but friends and acquaintances)
are so much more hearty open and cheerful
, talkative and truthful when on chat than when around
I guess i should include include myself too at times on the list
though i [...]

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On Being …….

Instinct
Instability
Undependable
Emotional
All rolled into one and defined as unprofessionalism…..
when seen by an onlooker
Being human is a sin somehow
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How i wish i could be positive
When all you are surrounded by are negatives
How i wish i could be positive
when a question is asked because its needed to dispel the negative
Theres some dark abyss in life
I see it again
somehow [...]

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Cheeni Kam

Well it was a bad day … Friday despite watching this eminently watchable film…too much unncessary stress, we like to build it up in office these leads of ours.
Anyways since we had planned an extremely covert exercise in the old college style of bunking to go for a movie during lunch went ahead with it….and [...]

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The past never dies

The past never dies, it is never past.
Its not like you dont try
But its easier to say let go
but does anybody let it go
After 9 years of graduating , 4.5 yrs of unemployment and 4 yrs of various jobs i still get asked the same bloody question when someone snaps to the last page at [...]

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