Hell of a day…and i am through

Just when i relaxed after being upset the whole day that i can have at least a day rest this happened.
I woke up early morning with just one thought in mind …if only i can avoid working saturday and sunday …o god i don’t want to….
after resigning myself to it anyway for client…customer …whatever satisfaction…
damn [...]

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The days just go on….

well was feeling queasy so had taken a day off monday and now i know why it was fine
simple….i’ll have be working the weekend….got it confirmed today…..thats enough to upset me.
anyway i left an half an hour early …….yet there were long faces esp my manager’s…..i’d finished the work dammit….why should i just hang out [...]

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That long Silence……

I read this book I guess a month or so back and I found so much of it echoing my thoughts….thoughts which I thought were really off track with the ways of this world.
It was a great empathizing book for me…something I rarely come across in the amount of fiction ive read.Ive read quite some [...]

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Lie lies in the mind

While reading some books we often feel the author has put our thoughts into word and sometimes a confusing thought is clarified or u feel so much empathy on reading them.
One such thought that always came to me was do people lie sometimes first to themselves and convince their own self that the lie is [...]

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Upset about a….. Rose

Upset about a….. I was really upset early morning.
Really upset ….about what could seem to many a really small thing
after all there are bigger issues this world and what not.
but well i think its the smallest things that get you out of your mind. As goes the quote
It isn’t the mountains ahead that wear [...]

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Muddled up about my Manager

Its kind of real hard sometimes to be with some people everyday,
a perfect example is my current manager.
As my manager i get irritated about the person is
no authority in managing(except when it comes to the crunch just says i want
this this stuff done…..
do it …how? simple i dont know u ppl have to)
No sense [...]

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Its pouring now…….saawan ko aane do(july 9_2005)

what a day great…. its pouring n pouring from the heavens
and its my day off and
luckily not much work to do on weekends
hurrah…..lovely it is
my sis is simply muttering with envy
as she starts off for office
and i play on music nazron se kehdo…….
no one around ….. but its so nice really
if ever i beleived in [...]

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Need to drum up the feel good

Its ever hard for me to understand the blind positivity or rather the pretence of it
that goes on in corporate offices.there are many examples here ’s a short one

This week my manager asks me why not contribute something for the organization magazine
we need contributions(the fav line of managers they always need……)

I say hmm i’ll see

well [...]

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MULTITASKING BY A MULTITHREADED MIND

 
MULTITASKING BY A MULTITHREADED MIND
multitasking is the order of the day
but why is my mind into mutithreading
my virtual memory has become very low
with all this multimedia i have to handle
after all i have no multiprocessors
i am really feeling crazy
thats why i am making up such lines
thing is i [...]

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Its raining……..

Its raining……..
It rained so heavily today in the day
its been sometime i could watch it and enjoy it.
had a team lunch away from office
and the downpour was amazing.
it was a fine sleet of water not huge drops
that lashed across the town and did i love it oh….but then….
rain makes things so special
the chill in the [...]

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a poem remembered

it has been a long sad past week its put me in a strange blue mood
all i do i ends up in some mess somehow or the other
and worse of all i could not think straight
some worry kept going through the mind
nothing to pinpoint
probably its all about the chore life has become
i thought about people [...]

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why am i so uninterested?

if someone told me i was uninteresting i’d not even think twice because its
understandable
i hardly am great fun or an exciting person to meet normally unless
i am with people who i have come to trust or cherish as friends
basically people with whom i can relate to and people who know and accept me as [...]

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